Forced Sex

Published in Myspace dated Sunday, March 11, 2007

Rape. One of those thing that should not had happen to anyone. For those who had experienced it, it is a very traumatic experience that will change life. To those who had not, it seems to be something that will only happen to someone else. While to the rest, it is just statistics and topics of debate.


Two of my lady friends told me of their experience of being raped. Both lost their virginity to rapist. Both knew their rapist. Both were unconcious while being rape by being given drugged drinks. Both life changed completely after being raped.


The first lady friend was raped when she was in college. Being drugged by her own group of closed friends, she was unconcious at all throughout the whole ordeal. When she woke up, she had nothing on her. But she knew something was wrong. She wore her cloths, and went out of the room, and there they are in the living room, her group of close friends, guys and girls. All seems worried.


"I'm sorry, I don't know that you are a virgin.". She slapped his face, and went out. Her life changed since then. She started not too care so much about not having sex. She had sex with few guys, some for money and others just for fun. She had a couple of virgin guys under her belt. For her, there is nothing to protect anymore. It's all gone.


She's a street smart too, so she planned her take revenge her own way. She practically pimped the ex-closed friend (one of the girls in the living room) for rm600. She just sweet talk that girl into having sex with this guy she knew, and asked that guy for rm600. There you go. Your cunt sold for rm600. Ha ha ha... But I'm sure she was not laughing... She was crying inside....


Now she's living in with her boyfriend. She told her boyfriend of being raped, but never other sexual encounters. Her boyfriend was a virgin. Now she had to make him happy. She feels that she had to keep him, so she did everything for him to make him stay. She said, she has no choice. I see what happen to her as the cost of being raped. She paid it with her life.


The second lady friend who told me her story was raped when she was in form 4, by a neighbour's son. She was given a soft-drink, and the next thing she knew, she had been raped. The stupid boy was just panicking and sit by a corner. She told her dad, and that stupid boy gets a good bash. His wound was only on the flesh. Hers was much deeper.


Since then, her life changed. She went from one boyfriend to another. She dumped guys for the simplest and trivial reason. By the time we had our talk that night, she told me that she had sex with no less than 16 guys, at least 10 of them were virgins. I just looked into her eyes. I guess nothing will supprise me anymore.


She had been married once, the 15th guy, but now divorced. She had been proposed twice by a good guy to be taken as a wife, but she seems to feel very uncertain. She rejected both proposals. When I tried to talk to her into accepting that guy's proposal, she just let her anger out on me. A couple of jokes later, she cooled down. Inside her, I knew that she had been broken beyond repair.


Rape. One of those thing that should not had happen to anyone. For those who had experienced it, it is a very traumatic experience that will change life. To those who had not, it seems to be something that will only happen to someone else. While to the rest, it is just statistics and topics of debate.


...to me, it is something that I wish I'll never see happen to another soul...